Everywhere I go feels like forever but I leave and it's like it never existed. Everything I've ever cared about is now an insignificant memory that doesn't bother me anymore so why do I care in the moment and why should I live for the now when just an illusion anyway? I'm moving again and … Continue reading I’m Leaving
If your morals come from society or religion then you're not free. I need to teach myself how to live. It's not our responsibility to stop society from collapsing or follow a culture. Stealing, cheating, lying, and being gluttonous are all things that we are told not to do because they're wrong. But you're only … Continue reading Morality is Slavery
I feel like I've finally hit my rock bottom yet it makes me feel so good. I feel like I finally understand what I want and what I need. On Friday night I cut up my arm and leg and then walked the train tracks from one station to another. I was arrested and then … Continue reading Hitting Rock Bottom; Being Sectioned
Hey guys, I'd wanted to take a DNA test for ages so I finally spent the £80-£90. It's a lot of money however I knew I'd always want to do it. I took my test with ancestry.co.uk and finally received my results last week: I'm quite boring, to be honest. I have no idea where … Continue reading Ancestry DNA Test Results
I've moved to a new place again, away from family, friends, and anything I'm familiar with.This time I've gone the opposite way of my South London roots, to a small village where there's no restaurants, banks, or even a cash machine. I've left my busy job in Holborn, surrounded by people from around the world, … Continue reading Moving on (again).